He was…
He was a very isolated kid.
He was weak,stupid and irreparably broken.
But despite that there was something admirable about him.
He was the only one of them who wanted to leave.
The only one who realized how pitiful their life was…
Being Alone
I’ve always been that isolated kid
Far away from the crowd
Never tried to be the center of attention
Never tried to be someone else
Being alone is more a choice than a feeling
It’s a path I’ve chosen to go
Even though sometimes I wonder if I chose it or it chose me
Walking this path all alone
Without following anyone
Occasionally I stop to look behind
But no one’s there
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Until then I walk alone
Nobody said it’s easy
Sometimes it’s hard indeed
Sometimes I hate my life
But hate everyone else’s more
Sometimes I feel like I was born in the wrong place,in the wrong time
Like I’m lost
Like I don’t belong here
Like I need to run far away from everything and everyone
But..Can I?
It’s not loneliness that makes this journey hard
But it’s accepting the fact that out of all the people I know
No one ever tried to be with me
Rejection is one of the most painful feelings one can have…